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Recorded during a week in july 2006, mixed during the fall same
year. Featuring the newer songs My soul's dissonance, Memories, Wound,
The loss that I feel, Tonight and Influence (this is the set of songs
where Obsessions also belongs). Considered by the band as the most
succesful attempt at a demo, but still regarded as a failure and as
such not released in huge amounts. Roughly 10-20 were misprinted and
featured a 'broken' first track. Cover art by Niklas O based on a photo by Andreas O.
What
I felt
In my life
Is in the depth
Of bitterness lost
Even the cruelest of truths
Are heaven to me now
To me now...
Unmirrored
Unquestioned
And forgotten
It's known you
Will never know
Who I really am
What
I felt
I can't feel
I'm in the depth
Of apathy lost
Even the cruelest of truths
Entwined in these lies
Are dead to me now...
Unmirrored
Unquestioned
And forgotten
It's known you
Will never know
Who I really am
(Who I am)
My soul's dissonance
Unmirrored
Unquestioned
And forgotten
It's known you
Will never know
Who I really am
(Who I am)
My soul's dissonance
Written in 2003-2004 Working title 557 after the rhytmic intro based on 5/4 and 7/4 beat measures. Among the heavier and more uptempo of the newer tracks. The first song of the more poppy style.
All
I wanted from you was some time
With you to steal your heart away
Some peace of mind from you my love
And the will of your's to be mine
Unmourned
and of stone
This heart of dying love
I know I did wrong
And now is torn apart
"This cold truth runs deeper still"
All
I wanted from you was some time
Some peace of mind that's real to me
But I had to steal it from you
And no apologizies could suffice
Unmourned
and of stone
This heart of dying love
I know I did wrong
And now is torn apart
Torn apart...
Torn apart...
Written in 2004. Called nightwishie due to a riff that had a kind of Nightwish type feel. As the song went through a complete overhaul the riff was diminished and ultimately removed altogether. The song was then given a more ballady feel compared to the uptempo rhythmic feel in beginning.
You
and I
The pawns like treasures
Moving truths
Of indecision
Time
for time
Again coming to pass
Standing still
With determination
Know I'll always remember you
With
time spent waiting breathless
Longing gracefully to die entwined
With only fears in our minds
For longing we will pay with grief
We'll never arrive at all
Distance tears into our empty fate
'You know I love you'
You
and I
The torn and silent
Hidden paths
Of love in motion
Wounds
for wounds
Aching hearts come falling down
Empty still
Forbidden tempation
Know I'll always love you
With
time spent waiting breathless
Longing gracefully to die entwined
With only fears in our minds
For longing we will pay with grief
We'll never arrive at all
Distance tears into our empty fate
This
love we would never have
Lies buried in our hearts
We will crave
For what we could never have
And in our simple dreams
We will crave...
The
wound that will never heal
The wound that will never heal
The wound that will never heal
My heart will never heal...
Alternative/working title(s): Veva (to spin). Song written in the fall of 2004. Taps into a more melancholic and poppy sound present in most newer songs.
Reached
out and stole his words
I know you'll like them
When I find him I know I'll break him
For you...
I
know you still ache for me
Though stillness seems to claim your thoughts
If I could make you stay here
You'd be mine for eternity
Reached
out with open arms
I know I'm worthless
When you know him you'll know I love you
More...
I
know you still ache for me
Though stillness seems to claim your thoughts
If I could make you stay here
You'd be mine for eternity
For eternity
Song written in 2004, working title Ilska (Anger). One of the harder new songs, slightly more uptempo than most of the older material.
I'll
die an unloved child buried by his own
Desires and needs for the sense of happiness
This grief that I bare I will only bare for you
My
every waking thought is of your truth
That I can't see for all that I've tried
Beloved
these words that I never wish to speak again
Desires and needs that complicate me
This grief that I bare I will bare to my grave for you
My
every waking thought is of your truth
That I can't see for all that I've tried
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Song written in 2004, Also called oilwine,a 'joke' based on the working title of another song a the similarity in style between them.
In the way you've made me feel
There are no blanks left
The spaces filled with blood
No flowers for the grave
Were left for me
As I stood target for you
All memories erased
And there was no pain in this dead fairytale
But knowing that
I'll carry you
Forever with me
In my heart
In my soul
I'll carry you
Through fields grey
Forever with me
In my soul
To my death
In the way you've made me feel
I lie here entombed
There for myself
There in thought
There was only you
Here all alone
In my empty heart
But knowing that
I'll carry you
Forever with me
In my heart
In my soul
To my death
And you
Could have held
Love in your hands
And you
Could have found
Love in your heart
But the more I want you to stay
The more it makes you wish
To leave...
But knowing that
I'll carry you
Forever with me
In my heart
In my soul
I'll carry you
Through fields grey
Forever with me
In my soul
To my death
And you
Could have held
Love in your hands
And you
Could have felt
Love that influenced
Me to make you stay
(My influence...)
Written in 2004 Called misär (Misery). The crowning piece of the newer songs. Clocking in at over 8 minutes. Was originally a huge pool of different timesignatuers, but has been cleaned up and made more accesible.